Tom: C Am I’m supposed to be stoic F As I wipe the tears off of my face C Watch the ships off the coast of Mexico G Block it out as they roll away Am I still see you smiling F Even as I’m selfish as I’ve ever been C See you sitting in your chair G See you singing happy birthday [Interlude] C Am F G (x2) [Verse 2] Am I got the call in June F But couldn’t bring myself to see you C G Or even get you on the phone Am F I wanted you to remember me in perfection C G But really I'm Am I’m just a fucking coward F C I couldn’t stand to see you die G And I was dealing with my own shit Am If I’m being honest F mom said you’d understand C G But I don’t blame you if you didn’t [Chorus] C And I’m Am on the docks again F Looking out at that awful ocean G Watching the tide take you away C Am I know you ain’t resting your bones F I know you ain’t made it back home G At least the loneliness gave you a break [Interlude] C Am F G (x2) [Verse 3] Am F We never held a funeral C G 'Cause of the consequence they bring Am F Letting go is never easy C Even when you’re empty G Even when you're alone Am F C G I hope they played you Otis Redding Am F I hope you heard me hum along C As those arms of yours G went down into the dark [Chorus] C And I’m Am on the docks again F Looking out at that awful ocean G Watching the tide take you away C Am I know you ain’t resting your bones F I know you ain’t made it back home G At least the loneliness gave you a break [Bridge] F G And my phone rang a year later Am G With your smile haunting me F G And I finally broke at a rental home Am G In Joshua Tree F G And I tell myself it gets better Am G But it never gets any easier F when your voice G Am It ain’t on the other side [Verse 4] Am F I hope they played you Otis Redding C I hope you remembered I named my guitar G After your favorite singer Am of your favorite song F And I break down every time I see C That old Spanish nylon that you bought G It never comes off the shelf anymore [Chorus] C Am I'm on the docks again F Looking out at that awful ocean G Watching the tide take you away C Am I know you ain’t resting your bones F I know you ain’t made it back home G At least the loneliness C At least the loneliness gave you a break