Spiritual bankruptcy Total anonymity Hounded by what you expect of me Designer drugs and MTV Makes me what I wanna be Tranquilized by inactivity Chorus: Am I living, am I someone If I'm living, then I'm outrun By someone Blind me, I don't wanna see Other people's misery It's verifies my insecurity Barbie dolls and action men Wishing I was just like them A hero in my fake reality (Chorus) I wish that I was special I wish I was a man Don't wanna be no spacehead I just hate the way I am (Chorus)