Is this the voice of reason inside of me Or is it the voice of fragility The fear is here-what am i to see Where lies my reality Deciphering senses to grasp control In turn persuasions spin slowly To try to define the reasons why I'm losing myself inside And i can't see-no i won't see No i musn't believe-but still achieve The things i've told to release have scarred my inner hostility I can't erase my thoughts away Mouth for thought-brain for food Pain is good Nothing new Extacy i'm killing you Yes pain is good-crippled blue Open wide-i'm killing you Why won't i can't fight if feeling if my scared when i should you try see if i can't fight if what so hurt Slip into heavy oblivion so far It defines corruption Animosity is an enemy-decision is remission Talking in And talking out Self relapse is sense of doubt And i can't see-no i won't see-no i must achieve But still believe Sorrow laughing at the derailed train on the sidewalk of my insanity And they are all laughing with me Torture is endless and sorrow is winding Forever and ever sadness confining Kill the lies See the pain Turn the light off in your shame Erosion