for such a long and nice time everything was like heaven to me i didn't know we approached to a line cause everything was like heaven to me things were said that made me strong strengthening this bond of twosomeness no question no doubt to whom we belonged in this period of absolute carefreeness this profund sadness never experienced before like sissiphus a mental death true to form the flight's the cause within a little while everything changed due to reasons i could never understand turning away left me back almost insaned due to reasons i could never understand once in love now too close to hate my soul torn appart again every fuckin day neglected to fight as promissed before torn appart my ease again every fuckin day how shall I ever understand what's happened how to explain to be abandoned now life is confronting me with its challenges how to understand to be abandoned now