Once I cast a spell over myself The kind of spell that you forget The moment that it takes effect Oh, I wanted to see If there is any love in me So, I made a spell To cast over myself For six long years I suspended my disbelief I allowed for the illusion to unfold And deeply loved a man Who loved me not Those six long years I cried so many tears I learned all the things That love can bring Except for One minor thing Tell me, how does it feel When his love is real? When the bond, you think, you shared Is not merely in your head? Once I cast a spell over myself The kind of spell that you forget The moment that it takes effect But I wanted to see If there is any love for me So I made a spell And cast it over myself