I cannot explain Why i am this way Precaution please leave me alone I'm tired of hearing what you've got to say Sometimes i like it Sometimes i don't But it seems i always want to be what i'm not And i'm not satisfied with what i've got I'm looking through a tinted glass That changes color with each question that i ask Part of me is new and part of me is old I'm running fast but can i hold Onto this dream that grows at such a speed I don't know what i want or what i need I cannot explain For i do not know Confusion is planted in my mind And the seed continues to grow Sometimes i like it Most times i don't The more i know, the more i ask Will i find answers or is this my task Will a day arrive, when i am sure of something The unobtainable intrigues me Greener grass i can see When my vision is obscured by desire Sometimes i must Look deeper than the waters brim Take a deep breath Before i dive in Take a deep breath Before i try to swim Take a deep breath Take a deep breath