roads paved with dead seconds I walk An ephemeral path that began in the dark Strange way on which I found myself Childrens´ laughter to my right Unknown to grief Just one in billions but nevertheless alone Grey, optimized, pitiable tools Created once - but revised now Machines unable to perform resistance Childrens´ laughter to be left Unknown to grief First loud then choked As dictating hands grab I wonder why they can´t see eachother I scream aloud but I´m not heard The picture fades in the distance anyhow Like the reminiscence of an empty paradise they just disappear Old and exhausted - abandoned and forgotten One more consumed by a suicidal system Thrown away, just like a broken toy Just one in billions Was that really me?