A Lesson In Longing

Why am I even here and why should you even care, the way 
I felt today. If I had a quarter for every time 
I heard you say. Looking forward to seeing you to seeing you. I heard you were leaving and 
I heard you were never coming back and now I can't relax. If I had a quarter for every time 
I heard your name this feeling's not the same. Looking forward to seeing you to seeing you.