I never back down, I do what it takes me Things gettin' shaky, can't let it break me A lot love us, some hate me Some friends snake me Sometimes the shit just make me Wanna grab the tote and lose it It ain't just tracks and raps It's a whole other side to music Things you can't see on mtv, but it's here Lord, what's happened to me? I'm really out there Was this the right door to walk in? Lips movin', but ain't nobody talkin' I plead and I cry to the heaven skies above to show me love Wish that I could backtrack and make it like it was, but I can't