Father, do you love me, do you think that i`m any good? And mother, you would have been there, if you only could. And brother, we used to be so close, now we`re so far apart... And sister there will always be a place for you in my heart Jesus, god, are you there? I get the feeling, you don`t care. There`s a pain deep inside, i can run, but you know i can`t hide. The house is a mess, i believe i'll go outside for a while You need a license to drive, but nothing to raise a child And your alcoholism and fear run deep in my blood And the welfare lines are always longer at the first of the month Jesus, god, are you there? I get the feeling, you don`t care. There`s a pain deep inside, i can run, but you know i can`t hide. Social worker came to take us for a ride My self esteem was low, but i held my head up high ... And that was the only time, i saw my dear grandmother cry... `cause as white trash i was born, and well that`s how i`m gonna die. Jesus, god, are you there? I get the feeling, you don`t care. There`s a pain deep inside, i can run, but you know i can`t hide.