She looked so beautiful, in her white dress But with red spots, is when she looked best Skin so soft, her body's so warm Liked her too much, to let her come to harm Skin so pale, her blood so warm Loved her too much, to let her come to harm I search for the signs I reach for the words It's gone too far Now we've begun One small piece of her I kept for myself A lock of her hair Laid upon a shelf What was promised her, I placed upon a knife This is only to give her a better life Every other strength, I've lost into the knife Plus I see what's left of her, a better life I brought the killer forth My mind's racked with guilt Bed sheets tied in knots I feel what she felt I still can feel I still can feel The pain is real I'm not dead yet Visions of my hands Lots of torturing As I slowly die These windows laugh at me Did it, done Did it, done Did it, done Did it, done I drift away I drift away I drift away I drift away I drift away (I drift away) I drift away (I drift away) I drift away (I drift away) I drift away (I drift away)