Before They Were Watching

Before they were watching

Before they were watching. 
Before they were listening. 
Feelings I have not felt for so long. 
And I can't explain it. 
Words just don't fit. 
I know I cannot make it alone. 
When I'm without You I can't make it alone. 
What else can I do but sing this song. 
That I need You to pull me through. 
I need You to pull me through. 
They still expect it. 
They just won't quit. 
Dealing with words 
I never said. 
And who I was then. 
Who I've become. 
I hope that I'm a better man.