Now the joking´s over, real life´s overtaking me. I got to make my decision to bear out my destiny. But I´m still young inside my head, can´t deal with the expectations that everyone is trying to put in me. Cause it feels like dying, my future cannot start today, yes it feels like dying. And there´s no denying, my sorrows are keeping me awake, yes it feels like dying. They say you won´t get far without a focus on success, without a serious profession, my way of life will be a mess Maybe I think a bit too much, but my time is running low. To find the answer it´s on my own, what´s the best way for me to go.