You say that I will never find a heartbeat That matches mine as closely as your own And in the second breath you say I'm just a deadbeat You know for sure you're better off alone You spend your time inside my mind And there's no sign of changing But I've heard enough, to call your bluff And my skin is tougher than it ever used to be And I say I'll keep holding on in this lonely time You will see a different side of me I can't see my way free But I will keep holding on Until the next thing comes 'Cause you are not the only one And you say that there's no other Who would live life on my terms That I could never find a lover Who would be there standing firm You spend your time... There's more to life than games Times have been spent strange But I'm bending bars I refuse to live life in this cage I'll keep holding...