I want it so badly I can taste it So badly that I'm not myself With devils always looking over my shoulder I can't express myself The night becomes a terror with things lurking in the dark And staring in the mirror I see eyes without a spark I just wanted to change your life I just wanted to make up your mind I just wanted to hear you say That things won't ever be the same It's darker, I see it and I hate it I see it and I know what's wrong A marker, a sign I haven't made it Reminder that the road is long I've taken all the punches that I possibly can stand I try to make a fist but end up holding out my hand I just wanted to change... Picking up the pieces I am careful how I touch Searching for the reasons why my best is not good enough I just wanted to change...