Sinisthra

Colder Still

Sinisthra


And I come to crowned with a crust of puke 
- a king of fools. 
Emerging from the blur of a 
night gone past in haze. 
Getting over you is like 
trying to learn how not to breathe. 
Making love to memories, 
instead of this here what's-her-name. 

There are no happy endings 
just happiness ending. 

Can't we try again cause I just can't 
go on like this 
no one can touch me the way that you do. 

Shudder at the thought of a my whole life 
spent without you. 
If I can't have you then I don't want anyone. 
Cannot force my eyes open 
just to see she's still not you. 
Who do you think 
I think of when I cannot sleep? 

There are no happy endings 
just happiness ending. 

Can't we try again cause I just can't 
go on like this 
no one can touch me the way that you do. 
Like sand through my fingers 
it all pours down to the ground 
I cannot help growing colder still. 

Yes there's beauty everywhere 
I'm just too numb to care 
yes there's beauty everywhere 
I'm just too dumb to care. 

If I can't be with you 
what am I supposed to do?