I lost it all And I don't quite know how this began And it's sinking in It's got me thinking again about my past And how I let it all slip away I can't believe that in the end It's what I fucking became I know that I'm fed up I've had enough Open my eyes Open my mind I've lost it all And I don't quite know how this began And it's sinking in It's got me thinking again Recognize what's real inside Decipher between your heart and your mind Selfish disease I'm pleading to let go of me If it's not real Then why am I so stricken by the thought? It's got me thinking again It's got me thinking again in my head Selfish disease I'm pleading to let go of me My mind scares the living shit out of me I've been losing grip on my own reality Opened up to the dark side you see I'm done living under your oppression Inside what lies behind The aesthetics of reality Inside what lies behind The aesthetics of reality Why don't you just fucking recognize what's real inside? Decipher between your heart and your mind Let's go I'd like to take a second to stop and thank all you motherfuckers That stood in my way Recognize that this is the last time You act like you're above me I fucking know that I'm fed up I've had enough Open your eyes Open our minds I've lost it all And I don't quite know how this began And now it's sinking in It's got me thinking again I've lost it all And I don't quite know how this began And now it's sinking in It's got me thinking again About my past and how it all slipped away I can't believe that in the end it's what I fucking became Get up