So this is how it feels to be guilty of a crime Another lesson learned, but how do we survive? I dig my fingers into the soul beneath my skin I can feel it bleeding, deep within I cant stop shaking, my bones are breaking This life is a lie, a shame a cant hide I know that i am nothing except that pain in your spine Why arent you saying something? why do i feel so alive? My soul is slowly dripping out of my hand into your skin Its like this world is slipping Why cant we just let it in? Im sorry that i hurt you im sorry that i lie Im sorry for all the answers that nights that you cry I cant stop shaking, my bones are breaking This life is a lie, my shame a cant hide I know that i am nothing except that pain in your spine Why arent you saying something? why do i feel so alive? My soul is slowly dripping out of my hand into your skin Its like this world is slipping why cant we just let it in? Why cant you stay? dont go away I hate you, i love you, i cannot live without you