The endless line of Subarus Stalled in our fathers' avenues Throngs of bongs, a bag of shrooms I'm sleeping when I look at you Beneath your tattooed, sweaty stew In faded ink of Prussian blue The skin pulled tight on wooden drums Granola kids are just having fun But I'm not having fun I'm not having fun no more Neon girls who don't react Sign electronic suicide pacts Drive-thru nights in greasy hues I'm lonely when I'm next to you Those boys are fucking terrible Marxist Americans, a parable I burned my outdoor-rec degree My mother's dating divorcees And I'm not having fun I'm not having fun no more What's my Muslim name today? I invent religious holidays We resurrected Kurt Cobain housebreaking all his dusty cliches And I'm not having fun I'm not having fun no more