I'm sick of singing songs in hopes you'd sing along But I can't fight this feeling that something's always wrong Clinically depressed at best just a mess But I still keep on talking to get this off my chest Married to the pain because without this what am I? Lethargic and tainted, smelling like watercolour lullabies A new sunrise in my soul could burn all the cold away But I've fallen in love with these icy veins Rise, ignite The Sun, just might Believe, the Moon If it, ends soon I don't wanna talk I don't wanna breathe I don't wanna do a goddamn thing Yet here I am again and again Screaming my lungs out at all of my friends Married to the pain because without this what am I? Lethargic and tainted, smelling like watercolour lullabies A new sunrise in my soul could burn all the cold away But I've fallen in love with these icy veins All I want is just to end this pain in me Just fucking end it Suffering is half the fun When you've got a two mile tongue Could burn all the cold away But I'm falling in love with these icy veins