I thought I'd have it figured out by now, but I don't Guess that's the way it goes I thought I'd saying I'm doing fine by now, but I'm broke Guess nothing stays this gold, just makes you miserable Well, I'm sick of hearing oh, you're close Yeah, you're right, I'm closer to the end of my rope And I'm tired of hanging on to hope If it gets any tighter, I might fucking choke Wish I could tell you I was proud of myself But I just don't know how to love the man inside the mirror without making a sound If I could paint a pretty picture without moving my mouth I'd watch that silent film forever just to figure me out So can you hear me now I thought I'd have it figured out by now, but I don't Guess that just made me cold I thought everything would be mine by now, and I know There's things worth more than gold, but my shine is fading slow Well, I'm sick of hearing oh, you're close Yeah, you're right, I'm closer to the end of my rope And I'm tired of hanging on to hope If it gets any tighter, I might lose control Wish I could tell you I was proud of myself But I just don't know how to love the man inside the mirror without making a sound If I could paint a pretty picture without moving my mouth I'd watch that silent film forever just to figure me out So can you hear me now Never got nowhere shutting my mouth Did I get somewhere speaking too loud Same clothes, who knows, same fence on the house Same gate out front meant for keeping me out Over and over again Reaching new lows, shit I hope it would end The cycle don't stop, but the trouble still trends And though I can't see it, truth's close as a friend I'm sending a message to all of my flaws I'm done taking breaks just to wait for applause Can you hear me now, I'm screaming at walls Same fucking questions I've asked all along How can you hate yourself or blame yourself When you're the one who made yourself and saved yourself Tell me how can you hate yourself or blame yourself When you're the one who made yourself Wish I could tell you I was proud of myself But I just don't know how to love the man inside the mirror without making a sound If I could paint a pretty picture without moving my mouth I'd watch that silent film forever just to figure me out So can you hear me now So can you hear me now How can you hate yourself or blame yourself When you're the one who made yourself and saved yourself Tell me how can you hate yourself or blame yourself When you're the one who made yourself So can you hear me now