alas,my darling queen we perish together forever never again to be.... and now i fall forever darkness,hollowness,emptyness i have sank below the mire,below the dirt my sorrow is certain,the destitution of my wake. i cannot bear this loss this absolution my presence is untimely, i dont belong here i whisper into the darkness,like a mirror it reflects once again that familiar feeling of hopelesness conquering... i hear the deafining silence of eternity my heart beats fast, the dizzing nausia beats down apon my chest and with these words i say goodbye farewell too all, alas my darlings, i fall the deepest yearning for an ending,far greater than my life symphonies depict the sorrow behind my eyes a requiem vast with emptiness a painting within the skies i feel the darkness fade i close my eyes