I close my eyes and the pictures they come to me The drunken truths of life drill in to deep for comfort I scream my pain out loud for everyone to hear Dark shapes and teeth surround me, I can't hold this fear Hallucinations, seeing without my eyes Just staring at walls, staring with blank filled mind My face is melting in to thin repulsive shapes The walls are crawling with remains of faces I loved But soon enough those faces quickly turn on me Lash out their claws and then they change shape in to me No pain, it's all gone now No fear for I am dead No sense of where I am now There's no way back! Faded! Frustrated! Dependant! Break all you will be Nothing to see Nowhere to be found Everything is gone Can't comprehend The pictures in my head Nowhere to be found Everything is gone Hallucinations, seeing without my eyes Just staring at walls, staring with blank filled mind Aggression! Depression! Aggression! Depression! Hallucination! No pain, it's all gone now No fear for I am dead No sense of where I am now There's no way to turn back, no peace of mind My face is blind