Bloodshot eyes from hopeless nights (yeah) I curse the sky for the morning sunrise She turned and stopped and said to bury your youth in the sand People worry, someone tell me what the rush is for I feel anxious just waiting for it to strike again Same as before, only searching forever more positivity But i look in the mirror and all i see is a figure looking back at me Since when did this begin Now it haunts time and time again Now all the time that i spent laughing Off all the thoughts that came back crawling Somewhere along the line i must have missed the joke Cus all my friends they shadow my lie And yeah, the anxiety pumps through my blood Just like it did the very first time Same as before, only searching forever more positivity But i look in the mirror and all i see is a figure looking back at me Do what you can. can you love? can you understand possibility? Since when did this end Now it haunts time and time again