Let me just die here in silence Shut my eyes and cover my eyelids I'm so sick and tired of trying I'm so sick in my mind I'm crying When I look up upon you I'm smiling But inside it feels like I'm dying Inside it feels like I'm dying So let me just die here in silence Trying to pick up the pieces But really I don't have a reason I'm living my life without reason Is there a reason you left me in pieces Blood all on my mattress My life is turning to madness Filled with pain and some sadness Fill my pain with some addys Fulfill my dreams it ain't happening All these fake fucking people it's staggering Take this dagger and stab my back again Tattoo on my neck it says slit You ask me how I feel I say lit But really I'm feeling like shit But you do not care not one bit Let me just die here in silence Shut my eyes and cover my eyelids I'm so sick and tired of trying I'm so sick in my mind I'm crying When I look up upon you I'm smiling But inside it feels like I'm dying Inside it feels like I'm dying So let me just die here in silence