I see my shipping millions of souls All waiting for, his trial Upon me a superior one Below, distorted ones All crave for my destruction But the shadows are security My suicide will realized If my soul is abandoned My suicide will realized When it go and not come back Much evidence is still to come Much suffering is coming to destroy me Your presence weakens me But my soul does not forget you What was mine, forsaken me And I know that you have not will done My suicide will be realized If my soul is abandoned My suicide will be realized When it go and not come back