Furthest from my mind Felt it deep inside A momentary lapse of reason Grief stricken more than pride My pride I tried but you gave it all away An illusion not real So helpless to feel So hard to regain The moments we steal Now I’m left to set aside The feelings I’ve applied Found a flaw in your devotion Revealed by the test of time Of time I tried but you gave it all away An illusion not real So helpless to feel So hard to regain The moments we steal I’m not done with you yet, the games that you played I’m not done by a long shot, the heartache and trauma revealed I’m not done with you yet, the games that you played I’m not done by a long shot, the heartache and trauma revealed You grin while you bear this charade, this deception So zealous to piss on my good intentions So bold and affronting, this naked aggression And since it’s inception I’ve lost all direction