When i was alive the invisible beauty blinded Black sun shone in the sky Ice moon melted closed minds That bliss i've sought for all my anonymous life With closed eyes, believe! now i can see... I down the sword with pride disfly the flag renounce the pain Damned black page god wrote my merciless fate Shed no tears for my spirit, don't pray for my soul After all i'm in a place, better than yours When i was alive the hot blood fed true lies Days crucified by nights Moon melted in weeping tides That passion i've looked for all my eternal life Under six feet, believe! now i can live... The wounded seed is resting on the shadow of my cross That's written: it'll dry if nobody cries to water it Lover's tear is anguish's venon when i'm far away So to whom these posthumous verses may i dedicate? To the first worm that gnaws the cold flesh of my dead body?...