Today I woke up and I looked for you among my pillow, And I wasn't there, I looked for your hands and they weren't there, I remembered those moments when your hands sheltered me When the cold of my fevers invaded my body, I looked for you at the table, I thought you would be Sitting there, waiting for me and saying come to eat, But your post was empty, I looked for you among your clothes And there were only a lot of obstacles without your body, I remembered the moments of struggles you had, And you taught me that problems are faced and They face, I looked for you, among those who will make the house But my house was empty, without your presence, I wanted to scream in pain and nostalgia, but you taught me That one day you would not be, but that even if you were not You would give me encouragement and comfort my soul, My tears ran down my cheeks, Remembering the moments when you told me That I should do my homework, this emptiness It's big and I don't know how to fill it Although I fill it with the beautiful memories of you, I know you had to leave, because against God You must not fight, I ask him to give me the strength to Recover from this pain and this emptiness in my heart Loneliness made me cry Because you weren't by my side Loneliness made me cry Because I couldn't find your hands, Loneliness made me cry Because the house became a huge Empty castle, because you are missing bis Mother give me strength to carry on Help me to rise up with courage And fight for my family that God also The gift, they are right now The staff of moral and spiritual support Since the emptiness that you have left in me is hard But you know, it just comforts me that someday We will be together again, and no one will separate us Never, God thank you because this emptiness My wife and children fill it Thank you because you gave them to me before Let my beautiful mother leave my side Loneliness made me cry Because you weren't by my side Loneliness made me cry Because I couldn't find your hands, Loneliness made me cry Because the house became a huge Empty castle, because you are missing bis