Pleasure of life died, inside there's only grief In this self-caused state, losing sense of sanity Wish to be drowned - by the sweet oblivion Damnded myself to solitude, without will to go on Echos hit the shores of memory Reminded by the scent of yesterday Free spirit held captive By Decisions undecided Never found a reason for my existence Well, nevermind me. Nevermind my absence. Watching so-called-life on mine pass before my eyes In moment of relief, man behind mirror still smiles Well I don't know If this is all I have to give Got lost in life I tried to defy destiny Addicted to chaos, hooked on disorder can someone please help me.. My life in chaos, world distorded The way out I cannot see Echos hit the shores of memory Reminded by the scent of yesterday Free spirit held captive