Offer myself up in the hope of better harvest While the bone and break collide With a fair wind I'll be back in time to start this But there's still my mind to find I keep going back under the tree Where you first let yourself kiss me I know it's impossible while I can't let it go While you're still plaguing me so Of all the ways to watch you leave To go to her was really how to floor me And through the fog of grieving There's my gut reaction screaming You don't need so much help Do it all by yourself To be truly free