In this moment, I'm cut right to the core 'Cause I'm at war with mine, I can't stop crumbling Look at me, look at me now with my back against the wall Don't give in, try to find the balance The relapse is killing me No, take a breath and cave-in You're weathered from the storm Oh, what a life, I didn't mean it I'm torn in every way I'm left frayed and so tired And most will never see The part it takes from me Feel the pain with every breath I feel the pain with every breath How can I cope when it's me that's the problem? There's no escape from yourself I know I'm the substance That I Tear apart Inside me Lost with no control In this moment, I'm cut right to the core 'Cause I'm at war with mine, I can't stop crumbling Look at me, look at me now with my back against the wall Don't give in, try to find the balance The relapse is killing me So hide me away, hide me away Cast out everything I know just so I can Take all the blame, take all the blame They won't even miss me at all This is every thought inside I can't stop to think, it's corrupting me Cross out everything I'm at war with the source of my consciousness (consciousness) How can I survive? I'm at war with the source of my consciousness How can I survive?