Failing At Life

To bind my traits
To feel like my own
Not having to give anything
I will live for a desire unknown
With a certain shame

You won't come and I've been waiting too long
Since the beginning
You won't come and I've been waiting too long
Still unforgiven

The guidance failed
The dream was enough to make me wanna go on
I tried my best, never made a progress
I accept, I failed