Wake up to pictures of where I was left Take your time I'm in no rush Take your time I've nowhere to Run On my back I lay the only bed I made The only Place that's mine I don't like being this Way Something has taken over me Taken, over me I swear It's not me, I swear it's not Something has Taken over me And I swear to you its not me Taken, over Me I swear its not me I swear its not [Nick (Of Virtue)] I held this denial so close to my heart That I Actually started to believe That there was something Better inside of me But I have found nothing I have Found nothing And I might never find anything I have Learned the hard way Life will never turn out the way you Want it to be Alone again just like I've always Been Alone at dawn [Nick (Of Virtue)] I know I Wasn't born like this [Trevor (Seasons)] I don't Feel like I even exist [Nick (Of Virtue)] Was it me or the World that beat me down to this [Trevor (Seasons)] Cause I Have nothing but scars on my bloody fists I'm Depressed, lonely My head aches I haven't slept in Days To each their poison And every release