I want to get away from here It really hasn’t been my year I wasted the best version of myself on you Can’t get out of this routine, sleeping in till 2 Broke my back just to hold you up Now I'm drinking from an overfilled cup I want to disappear but not stop living Take a few years, start a new beginning I wonder how you feel is your conscience still light? Does it eat up at you every single night? I should have known, you never really felt right But it doesn’t stop me from thinking bout how you held me so tight I don’t think you realise how badly you broke me And sometimes it feels like I'm choking But I guess nothing lasts forever Oh, nothing lasts forever Broke my back just to hold you up Now I'm drinking from an overfilled cup I want to disappear but not stop living Take a few years, start a new beginning I wonder how you feel is your conscience still light?