Yeah, I've been ridin' with sticks, feelin' bad Paralyzed and I can't move Yeah, I've been ridin' thinkin' how I'm down bad (down bad) Antidepressants still every day, I'm sad Feel the pain when I think about my fa-a-am Let it rain, wear the shit like a badge I'm jumpin' off the roof I'm drownin' in the pool Character stuck in a spoof Lookin' at my wrists for the proof Screw loose in my head, turned counter-clock (counter-clock) Paralyzed in my bed with the gun cocked (gun cocked) Everyday, tryna act Everyday, sippin' Act Everyday it's this or that Thinkin' 'bout you and I wonder where you at (where you at?) Missing pieces of me, leaving trails for you to find Wipe my tears with the Glock when I start to cry Yeah, I've been ridin' with sticks, feelin' bad Hang out the roof, squeezin' on the whole mag Paralyzed and I can't move Stuck in this shit, no, I can't move Yeah, I've been ridin' with sticks, feelin' bad Hang out the roof, squeezin' on the whole mag Paralyzed and I can't move Stuck in this shit, no, I can't move Countless Xanax, raise my panic to another height (yeah, yeah) Counting my wrongs, getting to where I can't turn 'em right Fight or flight, jumpin' through the window (through the window) Realizing that my life ain't shit though (ain't shit though) Illusions runnin' through my mind, will it ever change? (Yeah, yeah) Keep my head down, gold frown, scattered brain (woah, woah) I got some shit I'm tryna do before I hit the grave (yeah, yeah) Ever since I got off of them drugs, my feelings ain't the same, no Yeah, I've been ridin' with sticks, feelin' bad Hang out the roof, squeezin' on the whole mag Paralyzed and I can't move Stuck in this shit, no, I can't move Yeah, I've been ridin' with sticks, feelin' bad Hang out the roof, squeezin' on the whole mag Paralyzed and I can't move Stuck in this shit, no, I can't move Paralyzed and I can't move Stuck in the shit, no, I can't move Paralyzed and I can't move Stuck in the shit, no, I can't move, yeah