I watch my back But still you linger Not caring about a word I say Nothing changes And I grow weaker Afraid of my feelings And still you want me to stay I watch my back But still you linger You're my back up I know no other way But if I grew up And learned how to leave you Would you love me more Out of jealousy So just tear Me down And break Me down Just take this all away Its just the right time To make it easier It's the right time for now If I just let it go I might be sad But it's the right time for now Watch my back And still you take away You want my eyes on you, so you can grow Not caring If my heart just breaks If you had one too Your love would show I wanna let you know Just what you mean to me You're so sweet and I can not describe The anger I get When you give back the love I gave So now I'm dying And I still hold your hand So just tear Me down Just break Away Get your filthy paws off of me God please, take me back Rewind time, for I'm ruined now For I wish, I was young With a heart that's not ruined now I rub my eyes, on edge of sleep But this dream has become reality I neither want to wake up nor stay asleep But no longer will I push away memories