You know I hate to fly, because I still can't take the fall Bury me beneath the snow, deeper and deeper Just let me go I hated this part of myself, long before I was told I can't recall a day I didn't worry at all And I'm not trying To romanticize this pain But it's coming like a tidal wave I'm exhaling as the tempest takes me You won't find mercy in me The storm is coming sooner than you think So don't reach out, just let me sink into myself Just let me sink into myself So I can feel this I need to feel this I'm gonna feel this So I'll stay home and watch the rain Looking back on better days Keeping my head down Don't want the world to know That I think that I'm letting go You know I'm much more Of a lost soul than I care to admit Just the shell of a man who's filled with regret And I'm not trying To romanticize this pain But it's coming like a tidal wave I'm exhaling as the tempest takes me You won't find mercy in me The storm is coming sooner than you think So don't reach out, just let me sink into myself Let me sink into myself Maybe I could sink into the abyss of my own demise (And come out unscathed) I'm gonna feel this So far this is what I have earned For trying to understand the way this world works So far this is what I have earned For trying to understand the way this world works And I'm stretched across this continent, and I'm wearing thin And I'm not trying To romanticize this pain But it's coming like a tidal wave I'm exhaling as the tempest takes me You won't find mercy in me The storm is coming sooner than you think So don't reach out Just let me sink into myself