Spite-ridden and I'm losing composure
My bloods thinning as I'm searching for closure
I've had this dream before
You walking out the door
And I can't move my legs
So here we go again
It's 4 am, the hour that drags out the feeling I can't forget
The heavy hands of the clock
Added to the weight of the epitaph
They say that time heals all
But now it's killing everything
And now I'm choking on the words
That I never got to say
So I'll just sit here as I spit up my lungs
This one's for you and it doesn't roll off the tongue
I remember you said we'd pull through this together
But you're not fucking here
Longer than the night
Colder than the dark
In the black, like a ghost, you leave your mark
I'll never see you again
It's a story that I don't want to tell
And all that's left is the loneliness
In the empty space, you left
And your footsteps to follow
I dropped the dirt that made you one with the earth
Fading myself just to hide how much it hurts
The noose you tied, tighter and tighter
You took your life, and left me paralyzed
The noose you tied, tighter and tighter
You closed your eyes, but I hope that you still see me
I'm trying so hard but you can't hear me
And it kills me to know I may never see you again
But you'll be with me until my last breath
