Tom: A
A E/G# Bm D
A
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
E/G# Bm D
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah
[Verse 1]
A
I've been depressive for far too long
E/G#
Man, this shit is heavy
Bm
I'm no detective but writing these songs it's evidently
D
So reflective of every feeling I've ever had
I'm so receptive to it, maybe I'm more like my dad
A
Then I admit
E/G#
Emotions are a myth
This world's a bag of shit
And maybe I should quit
[Pre-Chorus]
Bm D
'Cause I haven't felt nothing in a while
A
I know life is never comfy, so
If you didn't get up out of bed today
E/G#
You really wanna die
And nothing's ever changed
Bm
And you blame yourself
Get out your own way
D
And make it rain in Hell
[Chorus]
A E/G#
I don't wanna hate myself anymore
Bm
Wanna live a different life, choose an open door
D
I don't wanna taste the fountain through a broken straw
Want the water to pour over me and nothing more
A
Is that way too much to ask or is that okay?
E/G#
I don't wanna wish another fucking day away
D
Oh, I know the sun is shining less than yesterday
A
Put my blue up in the sky until it's not so grey
[Post-Chorus]
E/G# Bm
Not so grey, until it's not so grey
D
Till it's not so grey, yeah, yeah
[Verse 3]
A E/G#
I never got why my dad would always stay in his bed
Bm
Now looking back, it was preventing a family death
D
I'm glad he fought all of his demons, I'm happy he won
A
I'm proud to say that he's alive and the same for his son
E/G#
Take the bad with the good and pray the latter is worth
Bm
All of the hasstles and cancels out all of the hurt
D
Even though I never thought that life could ever work
A
I kept it pushing out, I'm looking at it in reverse
[Bridge]
E/G#
If I ever have a kid I just hope that he knows
Bm
He can always open up to me whenever he is low
D
I will never look at him as if to say he's mad
All that it means is that he's just a bit more like his dad
A
Then he'll admit
Emotions are a myth
E/G#
But life ain't all that shit, so
He will never quit
[Pre-Chorus]
Bm D
'Cause I will love him till the day that I die
A
I know life is never comfy, so
If you didn't get up out of bed today
E/G#
You really wanna die
And nothing's ever changed
Bm
And you blame yourself
Get out your own way
A
And make it rain in Hell
[Chorus]
A E/G#
I don't want to hate myself anymore
Bm
Wanna live a different life, choose an open door
D
I don't wanna taste the fountain through a broken straw
A
Want the water to pour over me and nothing more
E/G#
Is that way too much to ask or is that okay?
Bm
I don't wanna wish another fucking day away
D
Oh, I know the sun is shining less than yesterday
A
Put my blue up in the sky until it's not so grey
[Post-Chorus]
E/G# Bm
Not so grey, until it's not so grey
D
Till it's not so grey
[Outro]
A E/G#
(Till it's not so grey, till it's not so grey)
Bm D
(Till it's not so grey, till it's not so grey)
A E/G#
(Till it's not so grey, till it's not so grey)
Bm A
(Till it's not so grey)
