Tom: Am Am Life can be so temporary F Lost myself today, it's scary C Lately you been on my mind E Someone take this pain and I'll go blind Am I wanna know why you had to leave so soon F Keep reading through the messages, I always do C Still question if I ever could've pulled you through E Trying not to follow suit [Verse 1] Am I promise it's killing me slowly So many friends and I'm lonely F Nothing is right, there's never a night that I do not think 'bout us smoking C Up on the top of the town house Flying so high but I'm down now E I don't want no one around now All of these tears have me drowned out Am The hearse was when it hurt like I been knew you weren't right F Even in my worst nights I've never felt the curse like C My own life is secondary This was not your first time E Know you tried a couple times That's what fucks with my mind [Pre-Chorus] Am I don't wanna die F But this don't feel like living either C I will pay the price E If you just give me one reason Am I don't wanna die F But this don't feel like living either C I will pay the price E If you just give me one reason 'Cause [Chorus] Am Life can be so temporary F Lost myself today, it's scary C Lately you been on my mind E Someone take this pain and I'll go blind Am I wanna know why you had to leave so soon F Keep reading through the messages, I always do C Still question if I'll ever could've pulled you through E Trying not to follow suit [Verse 2] Am It's definitely killing me slowly Questioning whether it's phony F Every night I'm wondering why I'm here without one of the homies C Maybe it's just not my time yet Up all night maybe I'm up next E Or maybe I'm just feeling upset So I regret all of the things that went unsaid Am I know I shouldn't blame myself but it's too late F But this ain't what he would ever want Don't wanna see you fade to black C Cos' that what has been happening you have to relocate E To a place where you can love yourself and love your fucking mate Am For the person that he was Not the person that he ain't F You have a tendency to cry but no one can ever be blamed C This is life and that is death What's important is the brain E In the end when nothing's left Atleast your mind will stay the same [Pre-Chorus] Am I don't wanna die F But I don't feel like living either C I'm not gone pay the price E Even though I know that there's a reason Am I don't wanna die F But this don't feel like living either C I'm not gon' pay the price E Even though I know that there's a reason [Chorus] Am Life can be so temporary F Lost myself today, it's scary C Lately you been on my mind E Someone take this pain and I'll go blind Am I wanna know why you had to leave so soon F Keep reading through the messages, I always do C Still question if I ever could've pulled you through E But I will never follow suit