If I had one wish I wish I could be whole again I wish I had my soul again Telling myself, I can do anything I put my complex mind to But I wouldn't make it out alive if you hadn't helped me thrive Not making it very far without you right by my side Doing what I can, doing what I need to do But our life got turned around And I'm scared I won't make it through I do my best to prove a cover don't describe a book That these eyes of mine don't hold an evil Though that's how it looks If my tongue wasn't so tied right now I know I'd speak my mind Tell them all that I'll be different They can leave their fears of behind But I'm trapped inside this wretched fate of mine If I had one wish I wish I could be whole again I wish I had my soul again Soft-spoken, I'm choking, heart broken Watching you get coached in something or never would have had to do If I hadn't live and made it through I can't but feel responsible when it comes down to it all And I can't help you in ways I wish I could And I wish I could, but I'm stuck in the darkness Weight on your shoulders Wish that I could hold ya, wish I would've told ya All you meant to me in my first life, but now that's over Like to think my heart and thoughts aren't changed That this blood ain't pumping hate inside of my veins Wish I could tell 'em I still know right from wrong I still know good and bad and when trust is gone I'd never hurt a soul, especially those that I love I'll show 'em when push comes to shove, I'd fight with my all Even if I'm to fall, I want to keep the peace I wanna be a breed, they never thought they'd see I'll have patience and be who I please I'll show them my heart is the strongest part of me I'll be who you always knew I could be Patience is key Patience is key If I had one wish I wish I could be whole again I wish I had my soul again If I had one wish I wish we could be whole again