My whole life, I've felt like someone else Holding back my feelings I can't help but watch it all fall down As I drift by with an innocent, weakened mind There's gotta be something more to me I can feel it making me uneasy I've gotta figure it out Push through these thoughts that make me doubt I'll change my vibe and make it out alive Abandoned once, but won't be forgotten I'll hold my ground, won't let them tear me down No, I won't sit pretty on a shelf, I'm gonna find myself No, I won't sit pretty on a shelf, I'm gonna find myself Sweet and kind Yeah, I try to be sweet and kind Only to disguise, all this pain inside, memories are slipping Every day, I'm feeling like my fucking heart is ripping And it's getting harder to be a pawn in this game That we never even wanted to play Yeah, the government is tainted, human hearts are fading In the end, one life for another is always traded It's getting hard to breathe I just need to do me So I'll make a choice Stand for my beliefs, yeah, I'll have a voice Take accountability for me, myself and I If I die, that's okay, I wasn't meant to live anyway I'll change my vibe and make it out alive Abandoned once, but won't be forgotten I'll hold my ground, won't let them tear me down No, I won't sit pretty on a shelf, I'm gonna find myself Oh, no, no more playing nice Oh, oh, no, yeah, it's time to fight Oh, oh, no, no more playing nice for me Oh, no, no more playing nice Oh, oh, no, yeah, it's time to fight Oh, oh, no, no more playing nice for me I'll change my vibe and make it out alive Abandoned once, but won't be forgotten I'll hold my ground, won't let them tear me down No, I won't sit pretty on a shelf, I'm gonna find myself No, I won't sit pretty on a shelf, I'm gonna find myself