I ain't left my house in a minute Friends tell me that it's wrong I don't get it Depression is lurking so I just stay hidden Haven't wrote a song in weeks I think that I'm quitting I ain't left my house in a minute Friends tell me that it's wrong I don't get it Depression is lurking so I just stay hidden Haven't wrote a song in weeks I think that I'm quitting Fuck that See through my eyes wide open? Feeling hit the top And reach my Magnum open Supply in demand I just give them the dope shit Friends switched up Didn't think that I would notice So I'm hiding in a house made of glass I got problems but don't you dare ask I don't want help But it's clear I need it Pathen is leading? I think it's depleted I'm shattered to pieces I'm cryin' while bleedin' Got anxiety But ain't no body ask me 'Bout to blow like a flame to a gas leak Parents left I got no one to depend on Don't know where all of my friends gone Now I'm lost and confused Locked in a room with the drugs I abuse Holes in my clothes I don't got any shoes There's no escape I don't know what to do Glass to my left and my right Look for an exit, a sign I think I'm outta my mind Wait, it's the opposite This is my mind Pitch black Where did all my thoughts go Grab a brush Start painting like Picasso Ask what I'm making L say a facade Burn down my easel and leave it to rot Tired of acting like someone I'm not I take for granted all that I got All that I got So I'll paint a door and make my escape Woke up, tears falling down like rain Walked out for the first time in months Pep in my step I started to strut The fear will stick with me I just gotta hide it I just keep on writin' and vibin' I just keep on writin' and vibin' I ain't left my house in a minute Friends tell me that it's wrong I don't get it Depression is lurking so I just stay hidden Haven't wrote a song in weeks I think that I'm quitting I ain't left my house in a minute Friends tell me that it's wrong I don't get it Depression is lurking so I just stay hidden Haven't wrote a song in weeks I think that I'm quitting