The Road To Hell Is Paved So Why Not Drive In Style

this clarity drives me to my knees. 
a bitter concoction of my selfishness. 
and i don't want to get up. 
let me lie here and bleed, because i deserve this. 
(and you hate the way that life feels - but you can't stop it). we're all the villians... 
porcelain shatters - my symmetry destroyed.