Contrarities absorbing my mind Tempting is the darkness I see Consuming the thoughts I once beheld Desperate fear of the yet unknown Walk deep in my mind, where I try to escape You'll hear desperate shouts of my soul tempting obscurity Blinded I feel by all the things my eyes have seen Watched - I'm being towards this absurd rising domain Drained down towards the horror of my life Try to break free, but my cries are all that remains Why was I born into this frigid regime Did I have to sleep to hear my cries take form A nightmare I will see take form Entwined I'm being in this overreaching insanity Chocking on all I'm so used to seeing Death a figur growing in my being Immortality set me free, oh I hate to see Awake me from this nightmare endlessly Yes, what I fear is my own corporal frigidity Delusions of the world draining what is called sanity Have to break free before I'm trapped in this flesh Oh, can't you see I'm being tortured with regret Cold and primitive insanity remains Innocense cauterized dripping down in stains Have to find a substitute to safety and warmth The one I've known since I was born Primitive steps towards an adolescent death are made Constadicting what I've learned Reality is my never ending fate Drawn down into the dungeons of hate Don't try to stop me, it is too late I have no more dreams to feed They are all here in my wretched fantasy Thus I cry I'm withered away in this world The dust that burns, my mind lost its conscious state Thus I die no hands tried to take my fate Now living on the high waves of this lethal drug is all I lust Reality has become a hymn that I forgot Buried in this concrete jungle Throughts of the summer that now is lost I suffer convulsions if death not I ray Come forth my dying day Chocking on all I'm so used at seeing Death a figur growing in my being Immortality set me free, oh I hate to see Awake me from this nightmare endlessly Thus I cry I'm withered away in this world The dust that burns, my mind lost its conscious state Thus I die no hands tried to take my fate Thus I enhance this distortion of my visionary world I remain in frigid hands, distrust the world I've lost Explore death as I inject the pump and shoot Feeling eludes I'm desperately lost as I remain