Am I worth it? Pull the seam I look myself in the eye and scream The charges lead us forth into the night We meet our demons, our allies in the fight Slap my face, clench my fist Bury my sorrow in false bliss Even this war is not unlike a dream There’s no protection the enemy’s me For sensual friction is largely fiction And so is love, and so is love I’ve known rivers as ancient as my shame Older still than the blood in human veins For love alone do you conspire The fiery angel of desire But if love is meant to take me higher Where is the sin in my pure desire? Oh my blood purified, purified through pain Strike again, I run, can’t clean my stain Transfixed eyes belie the treasured prize The fiery angel of desire Sensual friction is largely fiction And so is love, and so is love I’ve known oceans deep as my despair Filled with terrors, creatures of nightmare For love alone do you conspire The fiery angel of desire I feel my soul encased in ice Each time my heart breaks it lets out more light I am here with you, I’m part of you Love, change not, but live to the edge of doom Transfixed eyes belie the treasured prize The fiery angel of desire