My fucking whole life seems so useless I can't explain but this is my choice All these years for this propriety Except the worse - i exchange my wounds Consume my life in an ashtray Who fucks the queen to checkmate Antagonism leads to confusion Behind this fear my rage is growing Can't you see ? It's deeper in me This agony Suffer in me Stay my rebirth from scorching ashes be blessed My fucking whole life seems so useless I can't explain but this is my choice All these years for this propriety Except the worse - i exchange my wounds Drown in despair,i learn the way What's bad ? what's wrong ? it's just a fucking song A song of pain and distress In this cell,my guts are spelling out Can't you see ? It's deeper in me This agony Suffer in me Stay my rebirth from scorching ashes be blessed Ominous and blistering - can i feel these sufferings ? Burn it Torments and anger - i can feel the pressure Save me The shadows of my mind try to bring me down Inner jail like a golden coffin Just a deal to tear my anxiety They are coming to complete but i'm not down Just a deal to tear my anxiety And i will take things again were they were left off Stone by stone,brick by brick,i will rebuild This temple which made my fucking pride So as to praise my vain glory I will invite myself for the last time At the table of my own demons Raised finger i will make them dance Like puppets you bastards I will flirt once more with the edge The one from which i never fell Give up this lethargic thing I will rise myself to crush them all Stay my rebirth from scorching ashes be blessed