Black hoodie, grey sweatpants I'm walking round like a dead man I need help and I need space And I need you to come erase These memories that you gave me Reaching out to come save me You could miss me with that hatred You’ve always been on that same shit Taking me back, take me away from that Got all of the facts And fill me with lies, cause I hate goodbyes Hate when you said that we never could try I ran a mile, you watched from the side I put it in drive but you wouldn’t ride Killing my ego, you cut off my body Locked every door and left me to die Gaining my trust, your eyes would lose it You cover me with these cuts and these bruises I couldn’t talk bout the things you were doing Everyone looking at me like I’m stupid, huh Yeah, you want a friendship Text me "I love you" I watch you once send it You disappear like I’m watching a friend and You told your friends that you wish I would end it, uh Ok, tell me what is the point Propane blowing up is a choice Did this so you see me on top Red pill throwing up like a toss I’m sick to my stomach I’m faded You live where the country is vacant I sip when I think of you naked Promise that you come when I made it Didn’t get a car yet Told you in a year I’ll be all set Now I’m all set when I’m off set Take a private jet to them islands I fly in and then buy them Now they want to wonder where I went Been thinking 'bout the time that I spent With the girl that I still haven’t found yet