Talking to myself as I lie down and wait for the rain to wash away my thoughts Looking outside through the window a gray landscape I see, only agony You have to believe in me Trust me I am not like this Will I ever see you again Now I face the consequence... ...as I wait the end of the autumn Getting ready To kill my old self just for you Waiting for the end of the autumn Getting ready To kill my old self just for you Talking to myself as I lie down and wait for the wind to come, and bring you home You have to believe in me Trust me I am not like this Will I ever see you again Now I face the consequence... ...as I wait the end of the autumn Getting ready To kill my old self just for you Waiting for the end of the autumn Getting ready To kill my old self just for you If I could just travel back through time and make it right If I could just travel back through time and make it right Waiting for the end of the autumn Maybe I won’t be here, anymore